Thursday, October 23, 2008

We'r nothing already... Happy day =)

Today morning I was wake up early then the alarm clock. Hehehe.. funny. But I felt not want to wake up go to sch because of yesterday that thing make me still think it a bit. Make me no mood and scare to back to face my frens and seng. I think many many time. Think it finally I was take decision and face it go to sch. That time when I was walking down to wait pei zhen my heartbeat was very nervous. I so afraid that time. When pei zhen saw me she ask me ok or not? I answered her ok nothing liao but in my heart I still felt sad. I got told her that I dont want to back to sch because of not feeling well. But when we waiting for LRT coming I told her that my reason is not this one. I told her I dont want to go to sch because of dont want to see seng and so shy to face him. She just comfort me nothing de everything will be all right. But I still felt afraid. Inside LRT was many peoples. Oh my godness!!! Many peoples till I felt very not well and want to vomit. I told pei zhen I feeling not well and want to vomit,then she helped me to ''pai bei'' to make me felt more better.That time I was felt very down. Suddenly my tears came out from my eyes. I cant control myself cry out. That time I was very very bu siang go to sch and worry. Make me so afraid cry out. Pei zhen said it was nothing de just go to sch for learning and asked me sit inside behind the wall. In da lrt I thinking want to go to sch or not or dont go... Make me very confused!! When reached pasar seni lrt station,I sit at there think how... Then pei zhen she hold my hand to walked. When I reached sch,I pretend like nothing happen talk with my frens them,but actually i'm sad. I very scared meet seng. I went to toilet long time to tao bi. When I came out from toilet,I saw kent sitting there eating nasi lemak,then I walked to his there talked with him.Chat till 10 minute,xian suddenly came to toilet.I asked her izzit want go to toilet,she said not lah just came to find me.I said why came to find me,izzit anything? She answer said that they worry me I will at toilet what happen so came to find me.I said nothing le dont worry about me. Then she was talked with a while inside room 2.I told her about my reason,she asked me dont scare and if happen anything just tell to travex zi mui. They will help me.But i dont want to ma fan all my frens le.. Enough already le.. i really dont want bring a lot of problem to my frens..i dont want they worry and fan.. Then I saw his bei ying walked by the room 2 then i quickly go back to classroom sit. That time i really felt very scare la.. dont know how to face him. He came inside the classroom,i not dare to look at him.Suddenly he came in front of me,i felt very shy.Then he asked me still got fever or not,i said no more already,then he asked me to drink a lot of water,then i just dian tou.Then he walked back to his place and sir came inside and start the lesson. Today i was very concentrate what sir teaching,i felt that today can understand what sir trying to teached and dissolve it into my brain.Hehehe... Felt so good finally can study well. After break time,we also didnt find and talked to each other,because we all are busy revision what sir teached just now,because sir will asked question after break,all was very hardworking to study it.Oh no,it was very cold that time inside the classroom,i was wearing 3 jacket.Hehee..funny rite?! Cold until cant tahan le... After finish class,i was go to toilet because i cant tahan liao,really very cold. In the toilet i put my hand to the dryer hand machine to make my hand felt warm,i standing there while thinking.. Suddenly he came infront of me,i was very shock and dont know want to talked what with him,he ask me what then i just dian tou or answered a bit only. Then we walked back to classroom and went to eat together with some coursemate. That time when we are walked together,i didnt talked with him,just he asked me then i answered. Until we sitting wait for food,he take out his hand in front of me,and i looking at him,he said take out my hand to him,then i pretend dont know and dont bother him,but when i saw him,i will felt automatic smile,that time i cant control to smile so i take his hand and take off the fake and transparent ring of his hand,he dont let me take it off,haha...so funny! he said he wont take it off and it is forever,he said wont easy to give up. hehe..so funny! I keep disturbing him. Then we are nothing already,we start got chit chat and smile to each other. That time i felt back myself is happy. After eating the we hold hand walked back to travex. Sweet... In the class,he keep play with me,i also play with him.so funny...

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